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I'd never take a nap after school...within this year. And today, perhaps too exhausted, I slept after I was room! No lunch no bath...till 6 o'clock in the evening.

Awesome.

And so, my time had disappeared without notice.

It was always assignment time at night. I supposed it was silly for me to imagine that I was watching Mr Bean at 9o'clock in the night. Ridiculous. I don't even finish my assignment. I'm not going to spend decade of time to finish it. Not in a sloppy way, neither.

But......

My eyes glazed with boredom on my assignment. Its never going to finish. Right?

So I picked up my phone, started to message my friends. No doubt I was complaining about how terrible my life was in form six. And how envy I was that they were all away for matrik, college, university......while I stucked in form six.

Beep...message delivered.

"Do believe there is something good behind everything, just a matter of perception."

What a knock on my head!

Everything is going to be fine as soon as I set my perception right!

Thanks friend!

Finish my Eclipse !!! Yay~

1 week and 4 days.

Recently i was reading Eclipse from the Twilight saga series 3. It takes me no small amount of effort to stop from reading it. Stephenie Meyer was a best novelist on vampire. Every single did means a lot in the story. Unless you read it thoroughly, otherwise you might lost in her words.

Finally, i'd finish this novel after 11 days of burn-the-midnight-oil. This is the piles on tje suspense and romance that drive me... ... sort of crazy. It has a hypnotic quality that put me right inside the vampire's world. The author knows what we want: thrills, chills, and a lot of romance, and she delivers on all counts.

Now, I am gnashing my teeth awaiting the last book,

Breaking Dawn.

Nothing was unbearable since days away I'm going to get my book when I go home on this weekend.

I placate to myself.

p/s: Dear Lord, I know I've been better these few days.

Since You set everything up for me, I shall have no complaint with that.

Love You!

Yeah~

Recently i'd taking part in a singing contest held by YMM Gua Musang.

And out of my expectation, I won the Forth prize out of 15 participant!

I wonder if I do have the potential to SING.

Nah, don't be silly.

Somehow, my happiness was undescribeable.

After all, this was my first time to involved in contest.

When there's first, there'll be second.

perhaps I'll butt in myself if other contest is informed to me.

Just want to try everything that allowed to try.

Don't u find something interesthing lately?

No wait, go ahead and TRY!

Here I do means the positive one.

Things that will NEVER harm u or other.

All the best!

Why so sucks?!

I wonder why this school are so sucks?
When I was about to enter Biology lap, there's a CRASH!
Stupid school, stupid Form Six, stupid life.
What should I do to overcome my hatress feeling towards all this?
Perhaps God do.
He always want us to accept what we have.
What I have is a horrible f6 life.
What I should do is to accept.
And keep on going my journey.

Appreciate them who are near to you.

You know that having someone beside you is good.
But do u ever appreciate them?
When u lost them, u regret.
U cry, u sad, u feel guilty.
But this can never fix ur deep-inside emptyness.
Why not take out some time to visit them?
Why not come out from ur room and find them?
why not leave ur computer and have a chat with them?
Even for a brief while.
Do u know that we can't control one's life.
Only God have that power.
When He wants to bring one to heaven, perhaps we will find it too late to appreciate them.
When they are gone, u will be alone.
So come on, stop live like waiting for them to come to u.
We should take the first step, before it's too late.

Rest in peace, my adopted father.

I miss you.